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Saturday, February 25, 2012

Comes with a Swwimming Pool

Driving eastward on Southern Avenue in Mesa, I came upon a red light and stopped.  The sign of the street read Los Feliz.  It was either Avenue, Road or Lane following the name I am sure.  I don't remember which.

Los Feliz.   

Los Feliz Boulevard in Los Angeles was one of the streets I had once lived on.  In an apartment on the second floor, with a roommate.  My roommate was a colleague, an actor I had been on stage with in the first play I ever did in the west coast.   Thereafter reappearing only some ten years later to take part in another play I was in.  The beginnings of the Armenian theater in the Los Angeles area. 

We rehearsed in the offices of a kind man.  We performed two weekends in a row which, at that time, was unheard of.  Until then we rehearsed for months, only to play for one night or afternoon.  Once, we even traveled to Oxnard.  A family there had invited us to rehearse in their house while spending the day there.

I don't know where she is now, my roommate of yore, and the light has turned green.   

A week ago, driving eastward again, but on Apache Boulevard, I had passed Lebanon Lane and found it odd that this was right after leaving the Haji Baba store, a Middle Eastern/Asian/Eastern European grocery/restaurant on Apache Boulevard.

I had looked left to see if the street had a reason to be called Lebanon Lane.  Only if you have lived in Lebanon you would have noticed that it had.  I should have brought my camera. Drama.

In Providence, Rhode Island, I lived on California Avenue.  One day I received a letter from Florida, from a Californian.  On the envelope they had underlined the word California.  

"You can check out anytime you want but you can never leave."  The Eagles, Hotel California.

For that matter, have we ever left Hotel Lebanon or Hotel Providence?  Have we ever left anywhere we have ever been?

Checking out is easy.  The bill is still being paid on some.







      

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Friends for Now


Whatever the shift was, it sure has made a difference.  Some people felt it and some didn’t.  They will, eventually.  This could be solely personal and subjective but I am moved to share it.

If I try to explain what I am referring to, I wouldn’t do it justice.  It happened sometime while I was driving back from California. 

It was sad at first, very sad, as I had had a great time with friends old and new, classmates, colleagues from the theater, girl scouts of yore, friends of the family and in Santa Barbara.

I could have cried many times as I drove back to Arizona.  I postponed it telling myself that I now have new friends in Arizona.  I did not feel any better but I realized the only thing separating me from crying was the comfort I felt with old friends and that's all.  There was no need to explain what RP stands for (hint: right now barely for itself), no need to explain my accent, no need to explain why I am Armenian but am not from Armenia, no need to tell the story of my life as most old friends have more or less the same story.  

Of course I use the word “friend” very loosely herein-above.  In this day and age, anybody who says parev, good day, hello or hi is a friend or potential friend.  Some are friends in progress and some have culminated into friends of habit. And let us not forget all the friends on Facebook. 

Is the comfort or discomfort of the past that important for friendship to flourish?  Can two people be friends in the most profound way without them knowing anything about each other except name, occupation and address?

That could happen if I ever shut up.  I am not shy to talk lately. I can hardly listen to people.  It has reached embarrassing proportions.  In my defense, the subjects are others, not me. It is them rather.

Let us say that I felt happy and still am since my return. If this was due to the great time I had in California it would have worn off by now.  Since I can’t pinpoint the reason, and it being something to write home about, who cares when and how?

Monday, February 6, 2012

Մէկ Հատ ալ Ինծմէ

Հիանալի
Հայելի
Հայեցի
Հացի
Քացի
Մնացի
Կանցնի
Կացին
Ցածին
Ծին
Ծիծ
Ծիծաղ
Աղ
Մաղ
Խաղ
Վաղ
Շաղ
Սաղ

Երկու Գոհարներ Զահրատի «Քարանուագ»էն

Վենետիկ
Վենետիկի քարը
    ջուրէ շինուած է
    ճամբայ ճամբայ կը հոսի
ու երբ կարծրանայ ‐
    թափանցիկ
    գունաւոր
    Մուրանոյի ապակի կը դառնայ


Ֆլորանս
Կը զգաս թէ
սալայատակի քարն իսկ
    ոտքիդ տակ
կը յուսայ
օր մը
արուեստի գլուխ գործոց մը դառնալ
եթէ չէ
արդէն

Words with Friends

I have so much to do and the next minute I am doing absolutely nothing having found all the pertinent excuses of absolution, i.e., explaining to myself that I am being realistic and that this is not about being negative. 

It could be about rhythm, music, voice, the accordion healing the wounds with compassion, the voice again, conveying the beautiful, with truth and integrity, applause.  It could be about writing or reading and even dancing, in many languages, or one; with many gods or One; everywhere or here; always and now.    

"Charité bien ordonnée commence par soi-même."  Orderly charity starts by oneself.